-I have referred at times to a force, a darkness that runs this place. It is almost everything in this level, all the awareness, all that we sense, all the material and inorganic. Many people have concluded this is God, the good and the evil, the light and the dark, the spirit and the physical. It has however been my experience that this is not true.

-This place was designed to cater to your every need, judging, being godlike, being a servant, but most important being the center of attention. Human awareness uses this world for that very purpose. We love to ingest the world and use it for our self remembrance, and then reflect our conversation on it. All this is done by the made up internal being of conversation looking at the image it has of itself. Most of us think this is good. Drink wine, eat food, take others stuff, set up laws to stop others taking my stuff, sex with who or whatever, project our will on others, learn to grow up and be impressed at how much we have learned. It's all about me looking at me, and wanting others to look at me. That is what this place is for. This is where beings that do not want to focus on the source of all things come, a source much deeper and more powerful then the one who runs this place. This is where souls that want to be gods come, because they do not want to focus on God. They want to be the one, looking at how wise, knowing, spiritual they are. This is that place. We are those souls. We want to be here, our attention focused on our great image.  

-This place was set up for us, by the source, with one of Gods angels in charge. This is a Angel (manifestation of God) who also wants all eyes on it, and delights in giving us the very things we like here. This angel is the force here, the one who does what it can to draw our attention to it, and we like to play with it  All very fine, except it is not the source, merely the one who appears to provides your wishes in this place we float around in, by our wish and The Source’s allowance. This force goes by many names, but it is the one you usually hear in your being. It is the one that appears to be God, but is not. It's just the one that gives you everything you want so you desire to be here imagining you are the center of attention.

-There is however a fundamental problem with this place. As we all want to be the center of attention, no one wants to pay attention to you. They want you focused on them. Almost everything humans do is to draw others attention, to feed their own self image, so they look at themselves and thus none of us gets what we want. Some try to influence this by holding power, often by torturing and slaughtering those who will not give their allegiance. Others wiggle their bodies before the opposite sex to get attention and what they want. Others cry as babies and stomp their feet, or slap the crier and tell them to grow up, so the one who slapped  can focus on themselves. Often those that do things selflessly are really feeding their self by looking at how wonderful they are by being selfless and hoping others see it.  

-After a life of this we die, and all we perceived evaporates. We are left as we have always been, an attention, floating in this place, only able to see the possibility of attaining what we want. If we return to this earth or not, the next place we form up is just another level of the attention of the darkness.

-Some claim to be here to learn, to evolve, to become more enlightened, to worship the Lord, but this is not why we are here. We do all these things so we can worship how good we look to ourselves. We do not evolve, we just change what we hold as improvement, bettering our view of our internal image, thinking that we are getting greater, but that is still the soul being judge and godlike. We are here to appear as gods to ourselves, and the darkness does everything it can to help you. As long as you are worshipping what it gives, this will be your god and hold you.

-There is no crime in being here, but freedom does not exist in the place. Only the shifting from one image to the next.

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