- These are my words. These are not Miracle of Loves words. Just want to be clear on that.

- If you have not read my topic “The Being of Conversation” I recommend you do so. To comprehend Miracle of Love you need to know that they talk of a false self and a True Self. The false self is the conversation that we have within that constantly talks to us, that is the result of a series of experiences, understandings, opinions. There is also a deeper energy, the one that departs a body to leave it looking so dead, yet when it is here it fills the body with an energy, a life. When you are dead all the same cells, chemicals, liquids, bacteria that were there when you lived are still there, yet something  is different, something that is no longer there, an energy of some sort. Yet we can only describe it, but that is a conversation about it, not it. The conversation is a conversation, a false self, and then there is this energy, the True Self.

- This self that is conversational, is a lot of words and thoughts talking to one another, like a web of self reflecting images. It can be dark, self loathing, hateful. It can also be dull, boring, sweet, insightful, wise. All these are internal conversations. Learning to change from a dark spiteful angry conversation to one that is aware and understanding, no longer angry, this is a very good thing. But it is still a conversational being. It is a nice, good, false self. I don’t mean that it is false in the sense that you are lying. This internal personality started pre language so from the day you could think and talk, it was there before hand, before you ever had an organized thought. Then from there one crates more ideas, thoughts, opinions, self deceptions, beliefs. All quite normal. It isn’t a purposeful fabrication, but it is a made up fabrication. So it is a false made up self.

- Miracle of Love seems to be geared to causing the made up personality to disappear so that the energy, the True Energy or Self, can wake up while you are still alive in a body. Why waking up here instead of some other level of energy matters I do not know, but why not wake up here? This is where you attention is at the moment, might as well wake up now. As for what I mean by waking up, as I said there is the energy, the True You, living in the body, and yet your attention is almost completely consumed by the thoughts in your head, your self reflection and importance, so absorbed that the idea there might be a problem with this seems odd. You have listened to the thoughts and self, formed with in your thoughts for essentially all your life, it seems normal as could be to feel associated with them. But these are just thoughts, many not even your own thoughts, and they provide nothing except thoughts. If you don’t shift your attention from them and find the deeper being, you will not recover who you really are. And when you find this deeper part you suddenly become aware that you have been doing nothing but thinking in dreams  all your life, and you “wake up.”

- So when engaging with Miracle of Love, at least in my experience, it is important to understand they are not trying to help you with your personality, or to soothe you, or to help the conversation talk to itself in order to arrive at a better conversation (explanation). There is nothing bad about this, and most people do work in this area for a long time, but their goal is to shake you awake, to bring this deeper energy to the fore and to remove the conversational dream. I say this because some people have felt damaged doing their work because they were trying to cause their conversational being to do things it cannot do. It is not a strong energy. Thoughts are an energy in and of themselves, but they are not Living Energy. They are more like an energy that can glob on to your being and give an image of what is happening, but that is all they are, images, dreams. Miracle of Love is trying to wake up.

- I have friends who now hate the organization, because they hold it as having harmed them. Yet from what I see, it is more a case of they insisted on holding on to the world that they perceived, their pains and hurts, their desire to cause pain in response, and when the struggle to pull the dream off got to intense they did not understand and all they saw was an organization that was trying to hurt the world they knew. There are also that did things because they wanted to be good little people that went along with the leaders and were accepted, which just fed their internal conversation. And these people seem to have been hurt more, or used the experience to reinforce their feeling of being hurt. That was what I did, viewed it from my self loathing, wanting to fit in, and blamed “them” for trying to hurt me when I was really not looking to myself, not saying

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