- I am a “member” of Miracle of Love. I say “member” because I cannot think of a better word. One doesn’t join Miracle of Love, or receive a member card, or belong to them. You do get to sign a few legal releases if you want to take part in what is called “The Path” but I haven’t done that. I just show up, meditate, talk with them, help vacuum at the end.

- Like any congregation one chooses to participate. Some may feel compelled to participate. Like all groups Miracle of Love believes it has a truth for you to learn and says you will miss out if you don’t listen. Like most religious groups they say that you will not attain The Great Reward they are offering if you don’t participate. However, Miracle of Love also holds that if you choose not to go for The Reward that is OK, you can try for it some other time. You don’t burn in hell. You do get to come here again, which is not always nice.

- What I say here is not a statement from Miracle of Love. I am speaking of my personal experiences, opinions, learning's, pains, awakenings. I include this topic on my web site because Miracle of Love has had an impact on me. Miracle of Love has had an impact on many people, some for the good, some for the bad, some for the indifferent. Miracle of Love runs a seminar “The Intensive” that many thousands have attended. Of all those people there are maybe 500 people in the world who claim close association with Miracle of Love. There are also a few hundred who say it is one of the most evil, horrible mind control cults around. The rest of the thousands had their experience and went on with their lives. There are many who do the meditation that is taught in small groups, at home, by themselves. There are many who felt God opened their hearts to love. So as you can see, Miracle of Love affects people in many ways.

- As for me, I had a tumultuous experience. I had a very emotionally painful childhood. I developed a self hating personality. I framed everyone as helping me or being a possible threat, another person who would cause me pain. When I did “The Intensive” I brought all this with me and the people I was involved with reacted in a less than friendly way. At the time I took it as proof of another group that disliked me. Of course if I walked into your house and acted hostile you wouldn’t be happy about it either. My self absorption was such that I didn’t care about that, I only saw I was being rejected again. However on the third day of the seminar I had the strangest thing happen. I was meditating and feeling very calm, and loved. I was not used to feeling loved. So I floated around in the experience for what seemed like days until I felt a hand softly stroking my face. I opened my eyes, but there was no one there, but the hand kept stroking. Most odd. I thought in my mind “what is this?” and a little soft voice other than my own responded within “you know who I am.” And I did, though I didn’t, but it sounded like the most familiar voice I had ever heard. Suddenly an intense energy started to pour into me, my emotions, my nerves, all through me, and started to remove some of the anger within me. I started contorting and actually got close to having a stroke, but fortunately the medical personnel were there and helped me calm down. The rest of the seminar they were checking on me. It was a bit distracting, trying to share verbally with a blood pressure cup on my arm and someone taking notes but that was my situation. Whatever that energy was, I think it was God, it had a tremendous affect on me. Enough to want to come back for more.

- I went back home and meditated with the group there.  Yet over the time I was with them I could not really let go of the anger, it was so built into the cells of my body. Once I got so upset that I wrote a long angry letter to one of the leaders. It was somewhat like I had been released by the prison guard but I could not figure out how to walk out of the prison.

- When I moved to San Diego, where the Mother Center was at the time, the staff of Miracle of Love was concerned that I had arrived. They had that angry letter that I had written and they were not sure what was walking through the door. But I do want to point out that they did let me walk through the door and let me meditate with them. If I had written the President of The USA that way I would have received a visit from the F.B.I., the Vatican would have been concerned it I wrote the Pope that way, as would any group. But they didn’t drive me away. Members even offered direction and suggestions to me .

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