-As you carry out the recollection exercise you will begin to see that many of your thoughts and feelings are repetitive and have been so for along time.  When you release them back to their true owner, the energy that you used to bind to them will be released and come back to you.  A complete, through recollection and surrendering of them releases all your energy back to you.

-While you carry out the walking meditation you will begin to contact a part of you that is not the internal conversation. As you reconnect with the energy freed by reliving, that energy will be passed to this other part of you. This combination causes the internal stirring that shakes you awake from the being of conversation, and hopefully from the being that runs this place.  Hopefully you awaken totally into what you are.

-Though all revelations are personal, all paths are individual, if you are striving for freedom from the darkness there is something everyone will bump into.  At a given time, as you begin to awaken and you feel all the energy coursing through, you will experience a being which is almost indescribable.  It is a being of immense sheer light, a being that produces a feeling of complete love and acceptance, a being that seems our total soul companion reflecting everything there is in us.  Its presence gives a sense of arrival, of seeing the source of all we are and being our lover.

-This being is not God, and is not the goal.

-When we are born, not only do we get a name and a personality, but a piece of eternity is poured into a sort of container, a container on the energy level we call feeling.  Humans operate as feelings, using a body and a method of conversation to express with.  That container on that level of feeling is what lets us be an awareness within a feeling.  This container is a form.  It is like a mold humans are formed out of, like a car form pressing out cars this mold stamps out containers to house the pieces of eternity taking human birth.  If you look around we all have much the same central thoughts (My explanation is the correct one, my feelings are the true ones, my thoughts are unique and individual and no one else has them, etc.).  The container is a central feeling.  It is all that we recognize as human, all our loves and hates, judgments and understandings. It is the perfect reflection of all human desire, because it is the form that those desires came from. You will feel total acceptance for it, and it for you, because it is you, as a human. It is absolutely beautiful and meeting it gives a human a total sense of arrival and being home.

-This container is not home for the eternity within. It is the shell that contains the eternity while  it is here in this energy haze, protecting and supporting it, but also keeping the eternity here in this haze.  If you want freedom for the eternal other within you, keep in your awareness that when you meet this being of light, it is not your final target.  The eternal home of the eternal soul is something totally different from being in the human shape.  You might sit in amazement before this form, but do not stop there.

-Which bring us to the topic of Letting Go.  As you do the recollection exercise you let go of events in your life so the energy of those events are released and return to your being.  Letting go is a state of releasing connection to the hold of the events.  For the eternity within there will also come a time, if you want eternal freedom, that you will have to let go of the events and energy of the human mold.

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